shadowedbylight

So... been awhile, so much for updating more. I guess the most exciting things to happen in the last week were going to the Maxx. I saw the Red Revolution play, and Kevin kicked ass at drumming. I hung out with Melissa, Katie, James, and Alison. Haha, I'll just leave the whole night's ending at the Maxx at the word... Nice. Anyways, went on a fieldtrip today to Hartford; saw the play Othello. It was boring, but I sat next to Crystal, and Melissa. I just cracked jokes during the play most of the time. During the bus rides, I let Crystal, Kristta, and Melissa listen to my Stephen Lynch album. Funny stuff.

Anyways ttyl.

So hmm... nothing really has happened over the last three days. I'm completely better, so I'm mucho happy about that. I have to stay after school tomorrow :( to take a quiz for Biology I missed Friday. And I have Double Biology tomorrow also. Too much Science. Anyways, thats about it really. I'll write more tomorrow.

Ttyl everyone.

So Thursday I tried to collect myself and I went to school. Although I was all sore and whatever from the virus, so I decided to take Friday off for some well-deserved rest. So I slept most of the day, and just started to try and get back into the routine of eating and drinking. Oddly enough, my starting food has been Cornbread and Gatorade. I can keep that down though, so mucho cool. So today is Saturday, and I woke up about half-an-hour ago, so I'm just going to go eat some more, and rest.

Ttyl everyone.

Ugh, I have had the worst two days of my life. I got some sort of stomach virus. Yesterday at around 9:00 p.m. I have been constantly throwing up and had a Migrane. I was actually throwing up blood at one point quite a bit, since all the stomach acid ate away at my throat. I must have thrown up eleven or twelve times. So I didn't go to school. I had the aches and chills all today. And I haven't eaten or drank anything at all... on account I couldn't hold it down for at least five minutes. Now I'm sort of better. I have some aches... but my stomach and headache are gone... and I just need to sleep. So I'm going to school tomorrow.

Ttyl everyone.

So Sundays suck... they are boring, and it means laundry... -gasp- How I hate Laundry! Coincidence... I think not. So as you know, I did laundry, and everything else today has been mutually boring. I played Xbox for a bit, and played guitar for a bit also. I also forgot to say in my last entry that I went to the Mall on Thursday! That was mucho cool! I bought Doom 3 for Xbox, a kickass game. I also bought some T-shirts from Hot Topic, and I bought three CD's. I bought, My Chemical Romance - You Brought Me Your Bullets, I Brought You My Love; Hot Hot Heat; and Stephen Lynch - Superhero. So that was very cool. So tomorrow we go back to school. I'm excited actually; for a week I've been bored incredibly. So I'm looking forward to seeing friends and Alison, and just getting grades finished, and this year over with.

Ttyl everyone.

Geez, the days sure have passed by quickly. Well nothing has really happened over the past five days. My grandmother is finally gone! Yes, some of you might think thats a horrible thing to say, but all my grandmother does is complain, and talks about whats medically wrong with her. I actually watched the whole "Gone in 60 Seconds" movie. It wasn't that bad. I was on the phone with Alison most of the time, and i just cracked jokes about the movie and the stupid commercials. Its was cool, I love talking to her. So tomorrow is Sunday, last day of Spring Break. Can't say im totally bummed though, I feel the need to go back to school. To see friends, and I need to get some better grades if I want a permit and a job. But my grades are okay for the most part. I just have to bring up Science a bit more, and Spanish my parents don't even care about. As for the rest of my grades; those are C's and B's. So I'll probally write another entry tomorrow.

Ttyl everyone.

So today is my birthday, and so far its been pretty good. I saw The Ammityville Horror remake at Bankstreet Theatre today, and its was pretty good. I also saw... well the movie Saw. That was disturbing and creepy... not scary though. Movies don't scare me anymore; I wish they did haha. So I came home and I opened up envelopes which had money, and I recieved a total of $75 dollars, but I expect more to come later on this week from relatives. Tomorrow I'm probally going to the mall and Circuit City... so that should be cool. The major thing that i'm angry about is, my parents won't let me get my permit or even let me learn how to drive until i'm seventeen. Its so stupid and unfair. They said earlier maybe if I get a job, and it looks like its going to be Big Y. There are no more openings at this local market about a block away. So, for the most part its been a good day. I figure later tonight I'm going to call Alison, I've been waiting all day to find time to do that.

Ttyl everyone.

Chapped Lips sucks, last night I had them, and they are getting better... but they suck. I have them right now still. Sorry, felt like complaining.

Ttyl eveyone.

So Friday was a really good day! Most of the day during school I watched movies. I also watched Beavis and Butthead in Study, good times. Also there was the Poetry Slam, which was mucho neat. After school I waited a few hours(which seemed like forever) to go to The Maxx. The Maxx was awesome! I saw Calvin, and some of Alison's friends be Alison got there. One girl was named Megan, and I don't like her very much. Shes really creepy. Her grandmother just commited suicide, and well shes just really out there. -spins finger in circle next to head- Everyone else was cool. There was one girl, I forget her name; who picked us all flowers, and was just really really hyper. She had some kickass goggles though from some guy. Alison and Kat eventually got there not to long after, and we all just hung outside for a bit. Melissa Dalzell was there too. She had this weird hampster thing she kept fondling and throwing haha.

So we all went inside, and we sat on a couch for a bit, and just "chilled" We all went into the room where bands were playing, and that was cool. Eventually I had my arms around Alison which was really nice. Then when sound was being adjusted, this big bass sound came out of an amp, and it made Kat jump about three feet haha. Her mom forced her to come, and Kat likes Hip-Hop and Rap, or w/e. Its cool though. Shes really nice, although she didn't seem to enjoy herself. Either way, we hung out at the couches, and the room where the bands were, on and off. We watched a few performances for about an hour near the end. We all mostly sat on the floor, and I sang some parts I knew of U2 songs.

Justin Ernst, my neighbor also came to The Maxx. Hes cool sometimes, but can be really annoying. Last night with him was half and half. Like I was sitting on a couch with Alison, Kat, and Melissa. Well I had my arm around Alison, and it was just really nice, one of those times you just don't want to move. Justin kept bugging me to play Pool though. I said I didn't really want to. He just kept pushing it though. This might sound obsessive, I hope not. Justin is my neighbor, I can hangout with him anytime this next week, I won't get to with Alison for the next week probally. So I was just enjoying my time with her. Eventually I played a game or Air Hockey with Justin for a few minutes. When then all went back into the band room for awhile, and that was nice as usual. Justin and Myself called our parents to see if his mom could just pick me up later and I could stay at their house for the night; they said yes. My parents gave the okay, so I was there awhile longer. So near the end we had to leave a few times to see if Justin's mom was there yet. Haha I must have given Alison three good-bye kisses. I didn't mind at all, neither did she it seems :)

So after we did leave, Me and Justin stayed up till about 12:00 or 1:00 in the morning, just watching movies and playing Xbox, and I eventually feel asleep. I woke up around 10:00 a.m and came home about half an hour later. Today I have to clean up for my grandmother who comes here tomorrow. My mom is freaked, being the "Mother In-Law" and everything -shrugs- And tomorrow... well I pick her up with my dad, and thats about all I know about tomorrow. So all in all, I had an awesome time last night, and Alison made it great.

Ttyl everyone.

Well today was mostly eventful. We had Activity period(first time in awhile) and that was neat. I hung out with Alison at the Colorguard Club. I orginally was going to try and go to Drama club, to you know just sit and talk with her, just "chill" I guess. That got cancelled awhile back I guess -shrugs- Mr. Keck seemed annoyed. Anyways, at Colorguard Club they made me turn a flag multiple times; I had to particapate. I also swung around some small, metallic-baton. I also held Alison's hand for the first time... which I definitley liked. Most people don't find it anything special, but it means something to me. So I saw her a lot between class... always good. We had to play Lacross in Gym, and I suck at that game. Its not even funny how bad I suck. -Laughs at self- Well actually it is. Anywho, we had to play games and such, and that was sorta boring in itself. Went to Biology, and that was neat. We all just watched Gattaca for the entire period. Eventually after Chorus came the end of school. I'm not one to "Kiss and Tell" but I asked Alison if I could kiss her, and well she said "I don't know" but it wasn't a band "I don't know" if that makes any sense? But when we were about to say good-bye I moved in and gave her a quick, first kiss. She didn't move back or anything, so she must have been okay with it. I just hope I didn't move to fast. I don't think I did though, and I don't think she thinks I did either. Whatever lol. So last night my dad "offically" said he would bring me to The Maxx, and pick me up. I'll probally end up leaving sometime around 10:30 or 11:00. I've been looking forward to that for a week.

Ttyl everyone...

Its such a good day! All my classes seemed to go by sorta slow though. We watched movies or read in most of my classes. The only ones to drag on were Spanish and Chorus as usual. Double Biology wasn't that bad, on account we watched Gattaca and built some "Double Helix - DNA" model. Today I was totally psyching myself to ask Alison out. Its probally why the day went on so long. I was going to ask her in the hallway walking with her before Spanish, but I "chickened out" I guess. So I decided to tell her outside after Chorus(G Period) I walked with her a bit, mostly because I was freaking out lol, and because her friends were around sometime. So I asked her out, sorta quickly which I regret. I did this as the buses were leaving -slaps forehead- Anyways.... SHE SAID YES! I'm just soooo happy, and I'm going to call her later too.

So today was normal for the most part. Classes were normal length, and everything was boring as usual. I made Ms. Hugya so angry today in Spanish! I called her the Huginator, Hugo, and Hugo the Impalier(I think I spelled that right) She was angry at people in general before; her class before mine is much worse. Its has something to do with a porfolio too. -shrugs- I walked with Alison more today, which was nice, and great as usual. Shes just really cool to talk too, and her like her sooooo much. I figure I will have to tell Crystal tonight about Alison. I don't have to, but me and her are still good friends, and I don't want her to be surprised soon seeing me and Alison holding hands or something. I owe it to Crystal to tell her. I'm also going to the Maxx Friday! I hope Crystal, or Kristta dosen't go... and its not because I don't like them... thats not it at all. Its just they are ex-girlfriends, and its awkward. It would be awkward becasue if me and Alison are dating then, I don't want them to be around following me or thinking im ditching them on my first time spending time with her. It just wouldn't be cool. If they do go, then w/e. So right now I'm bored, and no one is online really.

Ttyl everyone.

So its a monday, and I think I have a case of the Mondays.... haha Office Space. Anyways, we had a "fake" CAPT test for Math today. Basically it was to determine how hard the CAPT Test for the Freshman now should be next year. No one did anything haha, all we did was write bogus answers, and vulgar and obscene gestures and pictures. Good Times. I wrote "Your Mom, You Government Assholes!" on one of the open ended questions. Other then that, nothing really important happened today. The periods were soooooo long today though, because CAPT finsihed early. I was stuck in Spanish for over an hour or something.... it was horrible. So eventually I came home, and I talk to Alison for 2 1/2 hours basically online. I basically told her how I feel about her, and that I want to date her... its just Crystal is a really good friend of mine, and I don't want to seem like I'm jumping from one girl to the next, and that they were used or didn't mean anything. Thats not it honestly. So I have to talk to Crystal, its my decision, I just don't want to ruin a friendship. I hope that makes sense to other people besides me. She likes me though! I'm sooo happy! Anyways, right now I'm really bored, and for amusement, I'm touching my cat's ear lightly; and making it twitch.

Ttyl everyone.

So nothing really happening at all this weekend. I was hoping to go to the Maxx to go hangout with Alison and anybody else that might show up. Ends up there wasn't anything at the Maxx though. That was a bummer. So I watched TV, and feel asleep around 2:00 a.m. with the TV on MTV2 Rock Countdown or whatever it was. Woke up around 12:00 something this afternoon, and I have just been hanging out. Tomorrow we have some Math CAPT thing, though its not required. I'm still taking it anyways. I have to finish up Science homework too... ugh! So ttyl everyone.

My Friend Lauren died last night of a seizure... i can't even describe in words how horrible I feel right now. I didn't realize it was her until after Lunch when Josh told me, because I didn't know Lauren's last name. I knew her for awhile, and its just really hard on me right now. If there is a God, hes a major ass! I don't believe in God, but if he does exist, his "Master Plan" is unfair and wrong... she had no reason to die. She had a hard life, and shes been sober for 2 years, and she definitley feel into true love. You should have seen her boyfriend and herself together... its those moments where you have to smile as you pass them. I can't imagine how her boyfriend is handling this... he really did love her, it was obvious. She was such a great person, and one of my best friends, and I loved her to death.

Rest In Peace Lauren...

So today was the Science CAPT.... I hate CAPT soooooo much. Monday is the last one, and then I find out how I did on all of them. I'm 99.999999% sure I passed most of them. Science was hard though. I didn't have many classes today, and two out of the four I did have; i watched a movie. One about a guy trying to coach a Basketball team in Illinois, and then a bit of the Incredibles in Global.

Its so warm out! I love it. I feel like I might go running later, not sure though... -shrugs-

Ttyl everyone.

So today was the usual type of day... Chorus really sucked though. I was warned about this new song, and well lets just say... its really boring. It "... Earth..." something, I don't know the title. And don't get me started on the other songs, they all suck. I'm going to take the class next year, because the credit would help; but come on! We need some better songs.

So I get home, and I sign on to AIM, and then my mom calls me down. Now I hate talking about relationships of mine with my parents. I don't like talking to my parents at all really. Anyways, my mom goes off on a rant about how I should try and date preppy girls, or wigger types. And no way in hell im doing that. They are the people of the school I despise the most. And she would never tell me I couldn't date someone, she dosen't really care. She just goes on and on about things that don't concern her. I hate it. It's just uncomfortable.

Anyways ttyl everyone.


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but your heart is always in the right place.
People find it easy to just chill with you
because your so down to earth and friendly.
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people adore you. Your proof that its hip to be
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Ahhhh Casey rules! She is the first one to be my "official" friend on Livejournal.com! One is the lonliest number that you ever knew though... So add me. Please.

Ttyl everyone... someone.

So its Tuesday, and it was an average day. In Math I wrote a note... if you don't know to who, I give up. But I don't have anything to do in Math, Geometery is too easy. It's Algerbra that kills me. Anyways, its kind of routine for me now to write a note. English we read more of MacBeth. That is way to easy also, because I read that book in Illinois during sixth grade. Global, we did a quiz on Southeast-Asia, which I bombed completely. I'm sure that I am passing the class, just not sure with which grade? Then I had lunch, which was the same, and I had to finish up some last minute Spanish homework. Luckily we did have a substitute! He is this really old guy, and we mess with him soooo much. He can't really remember anything; so we ask him the same questions over and over. We'll also drop books at the same time and stupid things like that. Immature, but mucho neat.

Had Health Issues, and we watched some Basketball movie, and it was okay I guess. It took place in Illinois, so it brought some memories back. Then it was off to Biology, which I had to take a quiz. I got a 4/6 on. I guess thats a 65% or something, still passing I guess. Then I went to Chorus in which we a substitue also. I listened to Thriller by Micheal Jackson Haha. I'm not sure if hes guilty or not, but I do know his early music is awesome. But I'm a Rock type of guy. Today when I got home I found out my brother got punched in the face. Its about time that little smartass got what he had coming to him. I would have hit him in the face a long time ago, but I wouldn't have seen the light of day until I was a legal adult. My parents would ground me for an insane amount of time. I don't really like my brother if that few sentences seem sorta harsh. Hes just a real ass.

Its so warm out too! I can start running again soon. Sadly that is really exciting to me. I can usually run a mile and a half and take a quick minute break. I like to run, it feels like you can just leave everything behind. Its nice.

Anyways, ttyl everyone.

OMG!!! Doom 3 is out now for Xbox; I forgot it came out today! -screams like a little girl and jumps up and down- I loved that game on the computer, and now its for Xbox! I feel so excited. I definitley want my parents to get me that for my birthday. Haha I'm such a dork.

Ttyl everyone.